I really do miss this place ! so I will be back SoOoOoOoOn!

بيــــــــــــــن البينيــــــن!!!

بين ماضي أسود وحاضر أليم ومستقبل مجهول
بين أحلام وردية وواقع قاسي مرير..
يين التقة بالنفس .. وموت التقة!!
بين الشعور بالوجود ... والاوجود !
بين لذة الحب ومرارة الحقيقة وتقبلها!
بين الإختلاط...و العزلة والانطواء!
بين القوة ....وذل الضعف!
بين الفرح... وشراسة الدموع!
بين العقل...وإحتمالية الجنون !
بين الهدوء ... والذوبان في الضجة الصاخبة..!
بين إطلالة يوم مشرق ... و صمت الليل وبروده!
بين الرغبـــــة في الحياة.... وراحت المـــوت!
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23/3/2009

PUBLIC APOLOGIZE TO WHOM I OFFENDED

Some days ago somebody helped me to understand that not all the time i have to be so rude or impolite with those people whom i work for...that is why i thought during this weekend that it would be polite from my side to show my apologize....I would like to be a better person...but i can not do it by myself, i need your help also....

Let me know when i am mistaken, let me know if i hurt you... because i am a human being who wants to make things better....YOU ARE NOT THE WORST GROUP...YOU ARE THE BEST...

with all my love to my stutdents,


paula montero

Me In Comores!

I arrived to Moroni (Comores) at 3:3oam, after we land in Djibouti Yemen and Egypt, it was a long trip, wasn’t bad, I enjoy seeing new places, different culture, different people.

As we land in Moroni we went to the hotel, nice one, comfortable and they makes delicious meals, the weather was so fresh, cool, and I liked it.
Every day at the morning I go to the embassy, staying for while then I get outside and hanging around till lunch time, routine!!!

But in one day something really exciting just happened!
In 28/march I was at the hotel drinking juice! I heard a big noise come from outside, I asked the waiter, is everything Ok? He said: yes.

I didn’t believe him, I went to the reception to ask them, but I found many people at the gate of the hotel, they were angry, cursing, throwing the stones, I really got scared! Because they were looking for the white people.

The waiter told me: sir, go to your room .he forgot that I don’t have room in this hotel anymore!!!

Everybody ran away! I saw them get inside , I looked around ,I found a bathroom next to the pool, I hide there , UNFORTUNATELY the lock was broken !!!! So I kept hold the door, and I called the embassy, they sent me security but they misunderstood the address! What luck!

I heard the angry people outside the bathroom, I kept in silence and I called the embassy again, finally they sent the army and they got me out of there.

Where I'm going to (^-^) Comores

Ready !

I made the reservation by the Libyan airlines,7-march
I'm preparing my self now for the trip , wish me luck , and see u soon as soon as possible.

New Plan!

I used to make plans for everything in my Life; I always think a lot and take time to decide
So in the last week I made agenda for the next year and more, I want u to share it with me:-


1. I won't study Engineering but Mechanical, In case I stoked In Civil Eng here in Libya, I will change my whole career.

2. making a research about a girl which I like, make sure that I'm going in the right direction, preparing the first steps that I should do. '' It will take a long time ''

3. Stop internet addiction, ''it is not easy for me but I will try''.

4. Going To Comoro islands and study French.

5. Trying to be more optimistic and none depressed.

6. Stop wasting time and increase my skills.

7. Gain Weight.'' Don't laugh''



I'm not sure that I can do all these things, but at least I will try.
Ur Comments will be important, Thanx for reading